Guess my ex-boyfriend is back for the summer. I know this because my friend invited him to go to the stone archfest with us. I am a shy person, I can be awkward around people. I’m so nervous because I don’t want to make him think I am avoiding him, I honestly just don’t know how to act and this is who I am. Which he probably obviously knows that about me. Regardless, I‘ve only hung out with him when we were dating or when I was drunk and crying my eyes out to him.
The worst part is, I’m not over him. At least I don’t know want to see him, I guess that says something. I just know, that we’re not going to be friends. It’s something I want and have decided is for the best. This just isn’t going to work out.
my favourite thing is when someone says “i think about you a lot” or “i had a dream about you” or “i was just about to text you” or something because the fact that i occur to someone when I’m not talking to them or anything is the best thing i just
